And an idea popped up in my head. “Heathers took something popular at the time and made it a twisted dark comedy. What if I would create something like that?”
Than I realised that the 50 shades trilogy is really popular. And I like that series what if I would make a satire about it? I don’t want to spoil anything, so for now I will just tell you that 1. The story of my book is not meant for children. Individuals suffering from anxiety or depression may not have safe experience reading the book when it will be published! 2. Imagine Christian Grey and Jason Dean mixed as one chatacter. That’s how I would describe Christoph Diamond, the love interest of the story.
So I started working on the book imadetly, I made everything I needed to start writing the book and I was done, all I needed is to start writing.
AND THAN… I ended up in the psychiatric hospital. The short story is that I couldn’t work because I had a panic attack on every workday. They still don’t know what is my disorder, but I have to quit my job and I don’t know if I will find any other job. And I’m in this hospital since more than a month. But I didn’t give up! The first chapter is almost done and I will upload it for free!
My goal with this book is to bring awareness about abusive relationships and how it’s romanticised, also I want to bring awareness about cult thought reform that manipulative people use, and awareness about suicide. I love 50 shades but let’s be honest, it romantisizes abusive realtionships. And with my book I want to bring awareness about this too.
But well let’s be real… book publishing is not free. So I would like to ask your support. If you guys would like to support this project I have created a BMC page, you can donate here. https://www.buymeacoffee.com/kristofpentek
Or please spread this on social media, maybe it will find more people who would be interested or could donate the project.
You can also find me on instagram (@chrissatrocious) and twitter (@ChrissKristof)
Also as far as I know the ask box is open if you have any questions.
